I was as nice as could be in it when i have full rights to be the biggest bitch to you. I simply told you in advance that we were going to be pulling you out of class today so you didnt get caught off guard. I even said that i didnt want to catch you off guard and that i would stand there and pretend i dont exist while Kushel asked the questions (which is exactly what i did btw) IN the message. Why you had to reply with a bitchy message back (when i didnt even want you to reply) is completely beyond me. Sorry i was trying to AVOID drama by giving you fair warning that it would be happening. If i hadnt of told you, you would have still bitched at me. So either way, i dont win. AND STILL! I didnt even reply to THAT message with a bitchy attitude. I simply said straight out, again, that i didnt want drama. And that by replying the way he did that was all he was starting. I have never been this frustrated before. Its taking everything in me to not go off on him. No joke. People need to stop pissing off a girl on her period.
Why do i have a feeling todays gonna end up with me crying again?
I get the lovely task of interviewing my ex boyfriend today for the JV Lacrosse section in the yearbook. I hate my co-writer for choosing him for the goalie instead of Vinnie….Time to stand there and let Andrew do all the work while i pretend im not there :D
I wouldnt be so upset about how much i have to give up for my dances. Every year that i went (only 3) i had to do my own hair, my own makeup (idc about that realy cuz i dont like people doing that but you’ll see the point in a minute). I had to deal with my nails that always seem to like to chip. I can never stay the night anywhere. I have to get stuff on the sales shelves. But my lovely older sister. She got every little thing she wanted for all of her dresses every year. She got her hair and make up done. She got not only her finger nails done, but her toe nails too. She got to stay the night anywhere she wanted after, even go to parties. But im not aloud to get any of that stuff done. I was fine with it my freshman year because that was her senior year and i wanted her to enjoy it. But then when i couldnt get anything for my sophomore year, i was kinda upset. I didnt even bother going junior year. And now its MY senior year and all they bought me was my shoes. Thats it. I cant even stay the night anywhere after. I know this family doesnt like me, but it would be great if they lived by what they always tell me: Even if you dont like someone, you have to treat them the same as you treat everyone else.
Maybe if you werent anon, i would tell you. But i doubt it.
Not eating dinner tonight! Woohooooo!!!
He has always been the toughest cat in the world. Nothing got to him. Even when he got fleas, he sat there and took them like a champ. Never even itched them. When he got his nails removed, he meowed for a few minutes, then curled up in the cage and slept the rest of the night. The next day he was back to being his normal self. Hes a huge cat. He eats wayyy more then he should. But hes been on diets before and they made him lose enough weight so hes healthy again. Lately he has been acting strange. He never cuddles with anyone, but all he does anymore is curl up on the couch with me. Hes been eating way to fast so all he does is puke it up everywhere. Today i had to witness, for the second time, him have a seizure. He was curled up with me and all of a sudden jumped up off the couch and ran to the corner in the living room and started puking. I kinda just watched him to make sure nothing else happened when all of a sudden he started falling over and twitching all while puking. My mom was in the room next to me and i started screaming and she came out and by the time she got there he was done and walking to his water dish…Hes been smelling really bad lately….Im so scared….This cat has been with me through everything….Hes the only thing i have left from my grandma….UGHHH! This on top of everything else going on was really not needed. I love you Midnight<333
620 words, and 8 hours later: I.AM.DONE.
Still freaking out about my fucked up life.
Still pissed off at you.
Still confused as fuck.
Still trying to figure out everything.
Fuck my life. Seriously. I cant stop over thinking which is resulting in me failing a class now because i cant finish this damn paper! UGHHH! I love when my head gets like this.
This paper is due 5th hour tomorrow! Time to get it done! SO STOP HOLDING ME HOSTAGE!
This is your absolute last chance. Please dont hurt me anymore…..
Elizabeth Campagna <3
Chris Evans <3
Daylon Tisor <3
Gef Clary <3
I love you guys so much. I owe you all so much.
is sooo dumb. He left his cell in my coat pocket. Hes so lucky hes cute <33
I am so fucking sick of them fucking bitching at me every two fucking seconds about every little fucking thing.